*taking a deep breath*
rasa nak tulis panjang2 but dontknow if i could make it. anyways, the title. huh. otw back lps celebration dinner at munawarah tadi.. tiba2.. the song back to dec- taylor swift muncul kat radio. theheck ohh. tiba2 mood berubah. i realised that to myself. and then layan mood sendiri and secara tak langsung menghayati lagu tuuh. huh. then after we arrived home, keluar kereta and automatic mata cari bulan kat atas langit malam. yeah there it was.. the half-moon. nvm janji ada. dont know why.. bila masuk bilik, layan lagu talking to the moon - bruno mars. and. some other songs that would remind me of her.
damn it.
what did i actually do on the 14th haritu ah? i dont remember. oh but yeah definitely.. meleleh malam tu. and rasanya, ada text kak aina malam tu. anyways, i been reading through moi lovely diary of this year. flippin out! serabut gilaaa kepala bila baca. Allah... sgt serabut. and thats why. thats what makes me believe that i can do the thing i've decided. muktamad.
*ooooooooooooooopppsss eee. apa yg saya nampak tadi. perh saya sgt random. haha wtvr.
hurm. saya admit, saya mempunyai memori yg sgt kuat untuk igt kembali sejarah silam saya bersama org tersayang. sejarah kt sekolah tak pernah nak ingat pulakk =,= k joke.
well. to the you who you know who you are, i remember that we have met each other. last year. through tah freakin' webcam. however, i've decided that i have to go now.. i have to leave. maybe. just maybe, it's not because i hate you. it's that.. i'm giving a chance for us to change. saya sedang membuka jalan untuk awak dan diri saya untuk berubah. i'm your past. and.. i cant turn back. this is the solid promise i have made to myself. and there's no turning back. perhaps one day. when im proper ready to meet you in person insyaAllah. but im so done with this. done with you im sorry.
it's 3.07 am now. o'ow.. gotta go. cindarella. haha.
oh cerita Strawberi Cinta tu cam hape jeeee. saya teringat. teringat bhsa jepun. oh =,=
dah menggedik pakai 'saya' lah pulak kan.
