Tuesday 30 April 2013

Deeper Conversation

salam alaik.

masyaAllah, wow. tomorrow is May? unbelievable! feels like i just had a rough times in March just now. today. April went on so fast didnt even watch it going. and now, my times to be used by singing, eating and sleeping are like less than a month left ;( goodbye home. im heading a little away to the south soon. bye.. (drama jap & not tellin where im goin to)

my future.. im scared of it. but i have to dare to dream big and face it! insyaAllah

however, April was awesome alhamdulillah. maybe its just a cure to whats been broken. and of course, it's a trial too to see if i'd be grateful or the opposite. alhamdulilah. april.. at least.. there wasnt tears to shed. i even forgot to cry whenever im down. haa hati dah keras kot? auzhubillahi min zhalik~ but seriously, it was a cure. its amazing to see myself alive again. smile all day. all praises are His.

since the 19th of April which i still remember uh-huh, until now. the smile haha. each day alhamdulillah. because the presence of him in the reality everyday now. we have set a niat that we are going to change to the better. i hope i can guide him towards the right path. and he helps me as well to erase off the past, in my mind. what a chemistry. so there goes, we met because of this resaon; to change.

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Thursday 25 April 2013

A day out; HNNAR Timesquare

One of the happiest day ever.

Went out with them girls. I love em, and missing them already. Missing the jokes and laughters. Lol im exzagerating. Im tired right now as I didn’t have my normal nap in the afternoon. Plus been walking, talking with them all day. And the rain –‘ masyaAllah. So heavy in the evening. But alhamdulillah we reached home so happily. And now it’s past midnight but im still awake. As if yesterday wasn’t a long day. Ive totally forgot about it though I should be proper ecxausted by now.


Hahah I didn’t plan to shop at all. Memang plan nak teman je. Teman Nazihah bershopping. It was awesome lah today. The five of us; Hamizah, Nazihah, Nazirah, Aini and Raby (: bought something for ourselves. Super awesome. Cuma tak puas okay. I wanna go there again. With them. Oh btw, we went to Berjaya Timesqure in KL.
Awesome place :D


Pictures? Later c;

Sunday 21 April 2013

glue up the pieces

kan elok kalau bagi salam -.-

Pada suatu malam, ketika semua ahli kealuargaku sedang menikmati mimpi2 yang indah dalam tidurnya, aku hanya berbaring di atas katil sambil mataku menatap siling memikirkan tentang masa lalu dan masa hadapan ku. tentang dia.. mereka. Ada ketikanya air mataku jatuh berguguran tanpa mampu ditahan. Tiba-tiba aku terlihat suatu notifikasi muncul di telefon bimbitku.

K, enough with the bahasa baku-formal-basi-tah apa2 ni. Dari mana tetiba, jatuh dari langit agaknya mamat ni tetiba tegur aku. Hahah, dont know why im posting about him here anyway zz.

Borak punya borak, banyak chemistry actually. Grr we used to be in the same sekolah agama. Bla bla bla. At first I thought I got pranked by KMA’s friends. Well cam memang takla kalau nak kena kan. Why me pun. But apparently, this guy mintak KMA number budak usj just to make friends. Uuu sounds er er. Idk. Bahaya kot. Manatahu penjenayah ke. K dah over sangat tu. Quite fun talking to him actually. Quite. At first. But now blergh….. typical.

At least better than FZ. No just kidding. But trying to mend this boken heart isn’t easy. I wanna forget the past, who’s been in it. Well it’s just too bloody unforgettable. At least, someone’s there, to glue back up the pieces. Really?