4th year of f/ship
smile on your face
even though your heart is frowning.
from that day onwards, i thought that
i need to let it go.
i raised a white flag.
i need to let it go.
i raised a white flag.
i realised that i've been being unfair to myself.. to that person.
i was such a fool to think that we are always gonna be okay this way. but.. never has?
so.. i decided that i have to go. leave. it's for the better.
i gave up. gave up on us. i am weak. deal with it.
and yes. it is the final decision.
hari itu . . . . .
qila: kak aini, apa tu ushi to-ke-je?
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mak pulak...
mak: ushi tokage tu apa?
me: aaaaa... ushi tokage tu... bahasa jepun! heheh *sengih*
mak: apa makna dia?
me: heh..... ada lar.
and the rest is history.
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mak & abah. (:
terasa macam tengah main uno the whole family. but, kak aina dah lama out. now.. it's between six of us. cuti ni.. the way abah treat us mcm ktorg duduk bawah tanah. during daytime, no tv, no internet. huh, besh! torture torture. heh, abah does this sbb nak suruh ktorg fikir.. nak ktorg rasa susah. susahnya hidup. hmm that's their trick. takpe.. soon, eni nak pegi dah. nak menang dah dengan uno game ni! insyaAllah. we'll see siapa yg akan senyum sampai ke telinga nanti. hua huaa
my cuti rehat-rehat
so, this is what i've been waiting for. after spm, nak buat this and that. but all the plans seem tak menjadi.. ? maybe, belum lagi. maka, keadaan bertukar menjadi seperti ini. seperti yang tidak disangka-sangkakann. i realised that, cuti ni, staying at home being a cindarella. except that they're not my stepmother nor stepsisters. but yeah, i have to do all the house chores. kemas rumah yang dah mcm gaya kapal yang terbalik, diterbalikkan balik. hurmmm, tengokla time mak kt UK nanti, i can rule the world! muahahah -,-
turn over a new leaf.
my december 2012 started off with something sweet at least. yeay. alhamdulillah.
(tudung tak brape nak betul)
upsr vs spm
takyah nak over sgt ye, adik. dah la pendek. :D
malam jumaat.
betul2 tengah rush nak lipat telekung kat surau tadi, tiba2 aida tepuk bahu. heee, lama tak jumpa! rindu lah pulak dengan kawan kan! tengah borak2, tiba2 aina dtg sebelah. lagi rindu dengan budak ni sbb lagi lama tak jumpa. (:
aida: aini buat apa cuti ni? aida boring gila duk rumah.
me: hm cuti ni takde buat apape.... oh! duduk rumah je, being a cinderella.
aida gelak. aina pun.
then time tengah makan lebih melayan aina drpd kawan sendiri. mueheh. dorg kira sama la jugak nasib, duk rumah je.. tapi atleast dpt melayan cite korea! heish.
terkejut tgk gambar KMA hang out ngan nadia. hahha. aida, you gotta see em.
kbye