the best remedy

another feeling that i could tolerate came in. sometimes, i just have no idea how to heal myself. how to actually mend my own heart. i honestly dont know. and the eyes will finally ended up spilling some tears! that's the best way tu pujuk myself. the self-motivation starts there. why am i typing about this here anyway? *sigh* i feel like im trynna to show off and hope someone out there will start to care and help me to solve this emo problemo.

i feel alone. though i know.. i really know that i dont need to. i have Him. but why still feeling this way? maybe.. i've just put too much effort to find happiness from the world. dunia. from what i see other people is having. i try to be happy like em. maybe put myself like in their situation. but i ended up worse. i couldnt. i couldnt do that. i ended up feeling so lame and hopeless.

yesterday;
'Allah benci sangat dunia ni. so abang tak faham betul kenapa orang still nak kejar dunia..'

yea true. idk brother A. sometimes, diri senang terpengaruh. ;/
remember aini. neraka itu dipagari dengan nikmat dan kesenangan. tetapi syurga itu dipagari kepayahan yang amat. so nak yg mana satu? bersabar and keep going okayy.
rigghhtt. terasa terpujuk. (:

ku tahu ku ada-Mu.