Thursday, 11 April 2013

third chance


Salaam

Woke up this morning having a very strange thought. Did I have the same dream like yesterday’s? I just don’t get why. It was really ridiculous this time. It frightened me so well that I thought it was real. Was I really miss that person……..

So I was still in a mode of frightening. Since yesterday and I don’t know why. Perhaps the jitters I’d have when it comes to think about the future. Time really does go fast. Im afraid of my future somehow. Im afraid I will miss this free-relaxing-enjoying time once im already in the university. Im afraid I’d have fun and not being serious again. Im worried that much. But I know, all those thought are just gonna let me down and give me frown. That is why, I immediately think about other things that can make me forget them. For awhile. So I whatsapp Raby. She has kinda helped me a lot. Im grateful.

Mak and abah. They’ve really helped me with this. They support all the way me though I’ve hurt and let em down. Im just so terharu and speechless. They’re my everything. Alhamdulillah. They made my night. So there I was, making the right decision for the future. insyaAllah



The night is really a plot of today. I was smiling like and idiot. Tak sangka had a prank call from FZ “… saya dari pusat serenti..” mak aih. Tersentak sekejap. Sentap kejap. I recognized the voice and then the words he was saying after that were really out of logic. So I laughed and said “pahal nak prank ni. Kuaja” lol that was it.

And the sweetest part was when he randomly wanted to sing some songs. Thru the phone. Like whaa. Tapi layan je. Cuz I thought that’d be nice to watch his talent eceh. He’s a good friend to me. Yeap we’re friends. Still are. Im aware of fallin into any mess now. So after all, it wasn’t a bad day at all. All praises to Allah



does a third chance even exist?
it might be a fresh new start of my life again