T-Pain

Salam alaik.

It’s funny seeing me not going on blogging again. Suddenly realized it. Though it’s just been a few days not updating. Some fun things interrupted my mind before this thang. Heh, successfully made a red velvet cake for my first attempty teda. Same goes to the buttercream frosting I made ages ago, my first try is always d’best.

I realized this something about me. Long time ago though. That I don’t know how to express my feelings nice and creatively. Damn. What’s the cause of it actually. I wanna be poetic actually lol. Im just -,- pathetic. K enuff menghina diri sendiri. Baru dengar Prof Muhaya tadi. Lol simply inspired by her words. I do, masyaAllah. I bet everyone who listens, too. Why on earth now ‘5 o’clock’ is on repeat. K change song.

Cant believe you’re quite my crush at the moment now lol. Miss calling you panda? And Im the sleeping beauty? And you’re the ‘donut’? and youre the alien? Haha so many nicknames. Damn it’s just hard to talk to you again. Why on earth Aini is becoming like this. Talked to you bout the interview thing actually made my day. Ai wan samwan laik yuuuuuuu

So tonight, FZ gerak to Penang. Penang. May you have a safe journey, dude. You’re just you, cant figure out how to make you change a little. Heih payah. Watev

And guess whaaat. Seen some weird creatures on twttr. Idk but somehow im attracted to em. Theyre some kinna mysterious. The way they say words. Superbly nice

Shame. Walked past Cg Syafirudin and Cg Fakhrullah this morning. Im just too thicked-face to give a smile to both of you as an ex-student. Cuz muka baru bangun tidur! :( Malunyaaa im sorry cikgu.

envy seeing that cute couple

enjoying it while i can

It’s 2.26 am. And im still awake. Wide awake.

It started to rain outside now. So heavy. Like suddenly. I wish at this time, I would at least prepare myself for tahajjud. Heh, excused. So the time now i spent by watchin movies. Catchin up to those I’ve missed out. *biting lips* at this time... reminds me of so many good things I had with you. (argh the rain) demmit. Well. Those 5 days we spent together. Man, it’s unforgettable. It remains here. Deep inside here. We grow up, we change as the time flows. It seems pretty odd seeing how the way we are now. My fault. Shouldn’t have let you down, let you frown at the first place. But I remember your words -that I need to have faith. I have faith in you. And there’ll definitely be a reason why things happen this way.

May the Sunday be a great one for me, for us my family. insyaAllah

"Rain battering roof like a hail of bullets"

im in such a dilemma right now